My Experience with Paid Caregivers: Part 1

Sometimes being a #caregiver feels like I’m on a merry-go-round that goes faster and faster while I try and keep my balance. Life as mom’s caregiver has changed since she moved into Assisted Living, but the merry-go-round ride continues. https://advocateformomanddad.com/stop-the-merry-go-round/…

The quote above is from a tweet by Debra Hallisey, author of the blog, “Advocate for Mom and Dad.” It caught my attention because I was in the middle of drafting the following blog post that deals with a similar experience.

Typically, people who haven’t been caregivers of a loved one with dementia can’t imagine everything that is involved, but they do know or usually assume that it can be stressful. Thus, very early in our journey with Alzheimer’s, people began to ask me if I had “help” with Kate. For 6 years after her diagnosis, my answer was “no,” but I had thought about it long before then.

I was influenced by the experience with my dad who cared for my mom with dementia. My brother and I repeatedly tried to get him to bring in help, but he was very resistant. As Mom’s dementia progressed, I could see the toll it took on him.

I was determined not to let the same thing happen to me. We have long-term care insurance, and I planned to take advantage of it. The big question was when. The answer came in 2017 when I began to feel less comfortable leaving Kate alone. I had a regular Rotary meeting on Monday, and I was going to the YMCA on Monday, Wednesday, and Friday afternoons. I also needed time for a variety of other routine chores. I arranged for help before it was necessary. At that time, the caregivers’ responsibilities were minimal. I didn’t think of them as caregivers but as sitters or companions. All they had to do was be with Kate. 

Looking back, I believe engaging in help was a wise move. That’s been especially important since Kate’s experience with COVID-19 just before Thanksgiving in 2020. That coincided with her continued decline related to her Alzheimer’s. Suddenly, I really needed help. I arranged in-home care for 7-8 hours a day, 7 days a week starting the day she came home from the hospital. The caregivers were, and still are, doing things I wouldn’t be able to manage by myself.

While caregivers have minimized the stress that goes along with Alzheimer’s, in-home care hasn’t eliminated stress altogether. In fact, my stress now is greater than at any other time since Kate’s diagnosis. That is something I didn’t anticipate, and I don’t think I’m alone in that. It turns out that even with paid caregivers, family caregivers continue to play an essential role as managers of their loved one’s care. Quite often, that isn’t easy.  Let me explain.

To begin with, working with my insurance company and a home-care agency required more time than I expected. It was rare for me to get through to the insurance company on one call. After completing the appropriate forms, Kate had to go through an assessment interview to ensure that she was eligible under the terms of our policy. That was repeated twice a year for the first few years and is now an annual requirement.

Simultaneously, I had to select an agency. The social worker with Kate’s primary care physician helped me sort through that. Then, I had to initiate the paperwork to get the agency approved by the insurance company. That didn’t happen immediately.

Finally, it was time to select our caregivers. We went through several before settling on two, one for Monday and the other for Wednesday and Friday. Although I was uneasy about leaving her, I see now that I had a very good situation. That was because Kate didn’t need much care. It was also before the pandemic made it more difficult to find and retain caregivers.

I wanted caregivers who had the skills appropriate to Kate’s needs, someone that Kate liked, and who would stay with us for an extended period of time. During the first four years of in-home care, I was fortunate to have one caregiver who was with us the entire time. She has since taken another job. I hated to lose her because she was the caregiver with whom Kate was most comfortable. I don’t believe that was because she had been with us far longer than anyone else. She just had a personality that Kate and I both found appealing.

During the pandemic and after Kate had gotten COVID, I had to deal with an additional agency because our original one was unable to provide the necessary caregivers. Since then, we must have had more than ten different people who worked for varying lengths of time.

Adding another agency introduced a different problem. When I first met with the owner of the agency, we talked about the process of getting them approved by our insurance company. He said something that made me believe their agency would do all the paperwork. That sounded great to me, but it turned out that each of us misunderstood the other. Thus, they worked for us for several months without getting approved. I only knew because I wasn’t getting reimbursed. When I explained the situation to the agency, they said they would take care of it, but it didn’t happen. To make a long story short, I ultimately terminated the agency. Then I spent a month or more working with our insurance company to get our reimbursement. The good news is that I finally got it, but it took a lot more effort on my part than I think it should have.

The retirement community where we live now has its own home care agency. That has simplified things, especially managing the finances. They send our insurance company a summary of services at the end of each month. Two months later, I receive our reimbursement. Although the financial aspect of caregiving is working smoothly, there is still one other aspect of caregiving that presents a problem. That involves the caregivers themselves.

I’ll save that for another post, but my point remains the same: Family caregivers are always needed to manage and coordinate the services of paid professionals we engage for tasks that we can’t do ourselves. That management responsibility can also be stressful, even when professional services are delivered in facilities like assisted living, memory care, or skilled nursing.

A Bump in the Road

Many people use the word “journey” when talking about Alzheimer’s and other dementias. I sometimes hesitate to use the term because it seems trite. On the other hand, it really captures a relevant aspect of “Living with Alzheimer’s.” It connotes something that is long in duration and involves a variety of experiences. How apt that is in our case.

Like so many other aspects of life, there are things we expect and those that surprise us. This past Monday we got a surprise, one that potentially may have lasting consequences. Kate had a mild stroke.

We almost always have good nights. That was true Sunday night. We spent the evening watching YouTube videos. A lot of them were choral favorites like “Danny Boy” and “Shenandoah.”

We had a very nice Monday morning as well. She awoke around 8:00, and I spent almost the entire morning beside her in bed. I turned on an assortment of YouTube videos focusing mostly on Broadway favorites. She wasn’t talkative. That’s normal at that time of day, but it was obvious that she was enjoying the music. Several times she commented that it was “wonderful.” I told her how much I enjoyed being with her. She indicated the same to me. Off and on we held hands. The day was off to a good start.

Not long before the caregiver arrived, she went back to sleep, and I went to Rotary. The caregiver let her sleep until 1:00 when she got her up and gave her something to eat. She said that Kate didn’t finish her meal. She kept chewing but didn’t swallow.

After getting back from Rotary but before reaching our apartment, I received a call from an old college friend. When I walked in, I greeted Kate the way I usually do. She gave me a big smile, and I told her I would finish my call and come back to her. About twenty minutes later, I got down on my knees beside her recliner, enabling me to look directly into her eyes, and told her how glad I was to see her.

She didn’t say much, but she looked pleased that I was there. She smiled. As I continued to talk to her, she closed her eyes, and her breathing slowed down. I had a flashback to being with my father and Kate’s mother when they died. Kate looked the same way. I felt she was drifting away from me. I mentioned that to the caregiver. She had the same thought. I told the caregiver that I didn’t want to lose her, but it would be a beautiful way for her to leave me. The precious moments we had the night before and that morning passed through my mind, and I said, “I love you. I always have. I always will.” To me, it seemed like she was trying to respond, but nothing came out.

I called her doctor. His office is in the building next door, one of the advantages of being in this retirement community. He and his nurse came over. By this time, she was in a deep sleep, but her vitals were normal. He checked her eyes. They appeared all right. He lifted each arm and found that her right arm was completely limp while the left was normal. He said he couldn’t be sure but thought she had a stroke. He asked whether I wanted to take her to the hospital. We talked briefly. He and I agreed that it wouldn’t be good to put her through the hospital routine, so we kept her here.

She slept well except for two events, one around 9:30 when her breathing seemed labored. I called the doctor. I described what was going on and let him listen to her breathing. He didn’t think it was serious and suggested that I continue to let her rest. She fell asleep while we were talking. Around 11:30, she screamed and held her right hand against her stomach and then her chest. I felt her left arm. It was warm. I checked the right arm, and it was cold. I pulled the sheet and bedspread over her arm. I didn’t hear a sound after that until the next morning while I was in the bathroom getting ready for the day. She screamed again, but, whatever the cause, it was over before I got to her bedside.

The next morning the doctor returned to check on her. He didn’t notice anything new except that the muscles in her left arm were twitching. He didn’t say that indicated anything special, but I have since learned that this kind of reaction is not unusual for people who have had a stroke. That occurs when the damage to the brain occurs in the part that controls body movement. That might also explain the limpness in her right arm and the fact that her eyes tend to focus to her left.

I told him I felt this was might be a dramatic change in our lives. He acknowledged the likelihood of that though he stopped short of saying she wouldn’t recover. That’s what I expected him to say. He also said that we might observe periods of improvement mixed with more of what we are seeing now.

Since then, she’s been making a little progress each day. Until yesterday morning, she was asleep most of the time, waking periodically for just a few moments, but she has regained some of the strength in her right arm. For a period of time on Thursday, she was more alert although she didn’t speak. She is also eating and drinking much less than normal.

Yesterday (the fourth day since the stroke) was her best day by far. She was awake an hour at one stretch that morning. That’s the longest she had been awake since the stroke. She smiled more and laughed. She responded to several YouTube music videos, mouthing the words to “Battle Hymn of the Republic” with the Mormon Tabernacle Choir. She was especially animated during the chorus, clearly remembering the word “Glory” in “Glory, Glory, Hallelujah.”

She’s coming to life again. I know we may see some permanent damage. My biggest concern is her ability to speak. Aphasia was already a problem, something often experienced by people who have strokes. Still, I am hopeful we may eventually be able to get out for our afternoon ice cream as well as our nightly dinner in the dining room. At any rate, I think that’s a reasonable goal. Time will tell.

Morning Fright

For several years, Kate has periodically waked up and been frightened by not knowing anything (who she is, who I am, where she is, what she should, etc.). The “not knowing” has continued, but she has seemed less frightened or not frightened at all by it. I usually tell her who I am, her name, and that we met in college, fell in love, and have been together ever since. It doesn’t usually take long before she feels “all right.”

This morning her experience was different. It was much more like it used to be except her fright was less. It was more like she has been in recent years, somewhat more puzzled than frightened. I first noticed her less than ten minutes after beginning my morning walk. I walked to her bedside and could see immediately what the problem was.

My first effort to help her is what I described in the opening paragraph. It didn’t help. I got in bed with her, held her hand, and softly and calmly let her know that I wanted to help her. That seemed to give her a measure of security, but it didn’t solve the problem.

I had already turned on some relaxing piano music but decided to change to an album that had engaged her so much before Christmas. I started with “Edelweiss” and set it to repeat two times. As I was lying beside her, I created a playlist of other songs on the album that she also likes. I also interspersed “Edelweiss” several other times. (You may wonder how I can do this while staying in bed with Kate. The answer is that I control my audio system with my phone. It’s easy to use and has come in handy many times in similar situations.)

Once again, music came to my rescue. Before “Edelweiss” had ended the first time, she appeared more relaxed and closed her eyes. She soon fell asleep. I stayed with her long enough to be sure she was sleeping soundly. Then I finished my walk. It was forty minutes later, much longer than is usually required to calm her.

It’s been a long time since I’ve said this, but moments like this are among the saddest ones for me. Most of the time, Kate is happy. Of course, that makes me happy. I want her to be happy all the time. When she’s irritable, my emotion is “flat.” I mean that I’m neither happy nor sad. I do experience tension, but my focus is strictly on how to deal with the problem. When I’m not successful, I’m frustrated. That’s a different emotion altogether.

Kate’s being sad is much harder for me to deal with. I work hard to avoid her sadness. I don’t like to see her troubled in any way, and moments in which her brain is blank are the most disturbing moments of all for me. I talk a lot about our “Happy Moments.” I do that in this blog and in conversation with other people. I don’t do that to be deliberately misleading. I think those moments really are the most typical aspect of our journey with Alzheimer’s, but I don’t want to convey that everything is rosy. That’s impossible with life in general, and is certainly true for dementia, probably more so.

I’ve heard people say, “At least, she/he doesn’t know or is not aware.” That bothered me when my mother had dementia more than twenty years ago. I remember how often she said things like, “I don’t know what’s wrong with me.” She was bothered, and I have seen that many times with Kate. Her senses are still alive. She knows more than we imagine.

There is no way to solve the fundamental reason she becomes frightened. I can calm her when that happens, but I can’t cure her Alzheimer’s. That means moments like the one this morning will likely continue until the very last stages of her illness, and that makes me sad too.

Music in the Morning

Regular readers of this blog know that music has been important in our lives. That was true before Kate’s diagnosis. Since then, it has played a more critical role both as entertainment and therapy. More than anything else I’ve talked about our nightly ritual of watching music videos on YouTube; however, it goes much further than that. Music plays throughout the day and night. It doesn’t usually start first thing in the morning, but when it does, its purpose is to solve a problem. That happened this morning.

I had just finished dressing and was about to go to the kitchen for breakfast. A few minutes before, I heard Kate say, “Hey” and then something else I didn’t understand. It isn’t unusual for her to talk while she is sleeping, so I hadn’t checked on her immediately. It was 6:53 when I entered the bedroom. Her eyes were open and she looked confused. It was one of those mornings when she awakes “without knowing anything.” She wanted to know what she should do. I explained that it was still early and that she could just relax and go back to sleep a while longer.

I should have learned from past experience that would not solve the problem. I think I was just eager to fix my breakfast and take my morning walk. I tried to calm her with words as I stood by her bedside but quickly decided to postpone my normal routine. I lay down beside her, put my head on her shoulder and my arm over her chest. I spoke softly to her and told her my name and hers and explained that we had met in college, fallen in love, married, and had children and grandchildren.

While this may have been useful information, she was still uneasy and wanted to know what she could do. That led me to go in another direction. Music can be comforting. Instead of trying to explain what she could or should do, I simply started singing “Edelweiss.” After just a few words, she seemed to relax. I sang it another time before pulling my phone out of my pocket and turning on the audio system to “Edelweiss.” I repeated it several times and hummed along with it. She was calm. Then I thought of several other songs that she likes (“Danny Boy,” “Shenandoah,” “Loch Lomond,” “Swing Low, Sweet Chariot,” and “Deep River”) and played them for the next thirty minutes. The crisis was over.

I don’t know what I would do without music. I’m hopeful I won’t ever face that.

A Day of Rest

It’s too soon to say Kate has established a new pattern of behavior, but there was a bit of consistency the past few days. Tuesday, Thursday, and Saturday she was very talkative for significant portions of the day. Tuesday was the most extreme. She talked almost non-stop from 8:30 in the morning until about 9:00 when I gave her a tablet of melatonin. That worked, but I gave her a sedative (Seroquel) on Thursday and Saturday nights.

It was no surprise that each of the days that followed her talkativeness and agitation she was very tired. She slept late and rested most of the afternoon as well. Yesterday was a good day of recovery. She was tired most of the day until dinner time. By then, she was quite rested, and we went to the dining room for dinner.

After the caregiver left, we relaxed in bed. I watched part of the Buccaneers/Patriots game with the sound muted and music playing for Kate. It was a welcome moment for the two of us after the past few days. I hope we find our way back to something a bit more normal in the upcoming week.

More on Kate’s Talkativeness

For the third time in the past five days, Kate was unusually talkative yesterday. I’ve welcomed some of that. That has been especially true during the morning when she has waked up much earlier than usual. I’ve enjoyed spending that time with her. The bulk of her conversation has involved delusions and hallucinations, but she has been happy and seemed at ease. That was true during the entire day. During the afternoon, we went to the café for ice cream. After Kate had finished eating, we went out on the deck beside the café. It is shady in the afternoon, and the temperature was so pleasant that we spent an hour there.

As on previous days this week, the pace of her talking began to pick up. She talked constantly while we were on the deck. We went straight to the dining room for dinner. I was somewhat uneasy because Kate was talking so much and can be loud at times, but the meal captured her attention. She ate well and seemed relaxed.

Upon our return to the apartment, we got her ready for bed. She was very cooperative, something that has become the norm in recent weeks. She began to talk a little more after the caregiver left, but she was relatively calm. Over the course of the next hour and a half, the pace of her talking picked up. At 9:00, it was obvious that she wasn’t going to be ready for bed anytime soon. I mentioned that I was getting tired and would soon get ready for bed. I don’t remember exactly what she said, but she conveyed that she wasn’t ready at all.

I prefer not to use Seroquel unless I have to, so I got her a melatonin. I muted the sound of the TV and turned on some soft music she likes. Forty minutes later, she showed no signs of sleepiness. At 10:00, I crushed a tablet of Seroquel and gave it to her in a spoonful of yogurt. I’ve only used Seroquel four or five times, and it usually takes effect within twenty minutes. An hour later, she was still going strong. I gave her another Seroquel and turned on a YouTube video of Andre Rieu and his orchestra accompanied by a very large contingent (at least 50) of brass instruments playing a very soft rendition of “Nearer My God to Thee.” I hummed along with the music. For a few moments, Kate eased up on her talking. She picked right up when the music ended. I switched to a recording of “Edelweiss” and hummed along with that. She started humming too. She also began to relax. I turned out the lights, and she was asleep by 11:30, almost two hours later than usual.

As I prepare to upload this post, it is close to 10:00 a.m. the next morning. She slept through the night and has shown no signs of waking. If she follows the pattern of the past few days, she will probably be tired and will catch up on her rest today. I’m still not ready to make any predictions. What will be will be.

Addendum to Previous Post: Time Did Tell

In yesterday’s post, I talked about my looking for patterns in Kate’s behavior. I was motivated to talk about that because she had an unusually talkative day on Tuesday. She was agitated, and I resorted to melatonin to get her to sleep that night. Predictably, she was very tired the next day. Yesterday started out like a somewhat typical day except for the fact that she was awake at 8:30, several hours earlier than normal. In my final sentence, I suggested that “time will tell” if Tuesday’s talkativeness/agitation was a unique happening or the beginning of another pattern.

As it turned out, yesterday was not quite like Tuesday; however, around 3:00 p.m. she became talkative but did not appear particularly agitated. At 3:30, I left for a residents’ meeting. When I returned at 4:30, Kate was talking with agitation similar to that on Tuesday. The caregiver and I decided not to go to the dining room. I brought our dinner back to our apartment. She began to calm down a bit while she was eating.

I thought we might be home free, but she started talking again as we got her ready for bed and continued talking after the caregiver left. Before 9:00, she seemed somewhat agitated. As I had done the other night, I gave her a melatonin. It had no effect. Just before 10:00, I gave her ½ of a 25mg tablet of Seroquel (not crushed) in a spoonful of yogurt. She swallowed the yogurt and spit out the pill. (These tablets are very small, so small that I was unsure I would be able to split them when her doctor first prescribed them. I thought she might swallow it uncrushed.) Then I crushed a whole tablet and mixed it in yogurt. She took it without a problem and was asleep within twenty minutes, and, as usual, she slept through the night and is still sleeping at 9:25.

What’s in store for today? I’m not predicting. I’m just going to wait and see. She should be rested after resting all day Wednesday and sleeping well that night and last night. The focus of my attention will not be on the time she wakes, but her incessant talking during the day and especially at bedtime. By itself, talking would not be an issue. What concerns me is the agitation that makes the talking so out of control.

During the past year, Kate’s behavior has seemed like she might be experiencing sundowning. I haven’t been ready to say that is it because her symptoms haven’t always appeared in the late afternoon or early evening. One of the two occasions this week began much earlier in the day. Nevertheless, I would say that her behavior appears to match what I have interpreted as symptoms of sundowning. If so, I will probably see this again. One thing I know. Tuesday’s talkativeness was not unique. Whether or not this becomes a pattern still remains to be seen. Once again, time will tell.

Always Looking for Patterns

As a caregiver, I’m always looking for patterns in Kate’s behavior; however, I tend to talk more about variations. I suspect that is true for most of us. It’s the unusual things that stand out, not what is normal every day. There are exceptions, however. The first time something new occurs, I wonder if this is the beginning of a new “pattern.” Often, it is not, but that doesn’t keep me from wondering the next time I see something new.

Kate’s daily pattern has changed many times during the course of her Alzheimer’s. I remember the early days when she worked in the yard 6-8 hours a day. Later, she working jigsaw puzzles on her iPad became her primary activity. She did that, too, 6-8 hours a day. That ended with the pandemic. It was also the end of her self-initiated activity. I had to spend more time keeping her occupied. Despite that, she began to rest on and off during the day.

She’s gone through several changes in her sleep patterns. Most of the time since she was hospitalized for COVID, she has slept until 11:00 or noon almost every day. There were always exceptions, but I found I could pretty well count on her not being awake before 11:00. That gave me time to relax and take care of routine household or personal responsibilities.

More recently, perhaps the last couple of months, she’s been alternating in a somewhat unpredictable way between waking much earlier, sometimes before 7:00, and sleeping until 11:00 or 12:00. I haven’t tried to keep a record of the time she wakes and how she is behaving, but it appears that she has one or two days when she wakes early and then is worn out the next day. Sometimes when she wakes early she is talkative. On a number of those occasions, she’s been talkative a good bit of the day.

The past two days have been a good example. On Tuesday, she was awake around 8:30, just before I took my morning walk. I gave her some juice and her morning meds. She was somewhat talkative for that time of day and in a good humor. I expected that she would go back to sleep while I walked, but when I finished, she was wide awake and even more talkative. That doesn’t mean someone was actually there to talk with her, but she doesn’t talk as though she is talking to herself but somebody she imagines to be there.

I decided to join her in bed and talked with her. As usual, I couldn’t always understand what she was talking about. Some of her words were unrecognizable even to her. That is something new in the last few days and occurred a number of times that day. She would say something like “She’ll want to go to the ‘boober.’” Then she would say, “’Boober’? What’s that?” Each time it was always a different word.

I spent most of the morning with her but checked on her periodically when I was out of the room taking care of other things like finishing up a few details on our 2020 income tax for which I had taken an extension. She never stopped talking.

After the caregiver arrived around noon, I joined a couple for lunch in the café downstairs. When I returned almost two hours later, Kate was still talking. She was also fiddling with her clothes, running along creases in her pants as well as pulling her shirt up as if she planned to take it off, something she was unable to do. This was something I had noticed when I was with her that morning. She was somewhat agitated but not disturbed, just talkative and fidgety.

It was about the time that we normally go out for ice cream, but the caregiver and I agreed that it seemed better to remain at home. She gradually seemed less agitated but continued to talk. When it was time for dinner, we decided not to go to the main dining room. I brought our meals to the apartment.

After dinner, we sat on the balcony for a while before getting her ready for bed. Kate talked the whole time and continued to talk after we put her in bed. Shortly after 9:00, she was still talking. I gave her a 5mg tablet of melatonin and turned out the light. Twenty to twenty-five minutes later, she was asleep. It had been quite a day, certainly not her normal pattern.

I wasn’t surprised that she was very tired yesterday. She was still asleep when the caregiver arrived at noon. Adrienne let her sleep another hour or so, before getting her up for the day. She fixed Kate some lunch. Kate ate it all but was very quiet. She rested until it was time for dinner.

We ate in the main dining room. When we returned to the apartment, we spent a little time on the balcony before giving Kate a shower and putting her to bed. It wasn’t long before she was asleep.

She slept until 8:30 this morning. After my walk, I spent the morning with her. She was cheerful. We had a good time together. It looks like a more typical day, but after the events of the past couple of days, I can’t help wondering if we are in the early stage of a new pattern. Time will tell.

One of Those Days

Kate and I have many good days, but not always. Sunday was one of those exceptions. It began around 9:00 when I got a call from the agency that provides two of our three caregivers. The one who was to come was sick, and they were looking for a replacement. They had identified someone who might be able to take her place, but she would be on overtime, and they wanted to know if that would be all right. I gave my approval.

A little later, I received another call telling me that person couldn’t come. After we hung up, I called them back to say that if they couldn’t get someone for the whole day, I would be happy to have someone for a short time to help me get her up for the day and return later in the day to help me get her to bed.

They found someone who could come under those conditions and that she would not be on overtime. They let me know that she was inexperienced and would need my help if I were agreeable. Since I’ve been an active participant in Kate’s care, I agreed.

When she arrived, I learned that she had been in training as a medical technician. She had taken a temporary position with the in-home care agency to make a little money before continuing her previous educational plans. It didn’t take me long to find out that she was not skilled in the kind of care Kate requires. She wasn’t good at changing or dressing someone in bed, and she had never used a lift for a patient.

This was not an ideal situation, but I began optimistically with the thought that I might have learned enough to make things go smoothly. I think of myself as a pretty good assistant to our regular caregivers, I quickly learned how unskilled I am in direct patient care and training of other caregivers. Trained and experienced caregivers clearly handle situations like this without any great difficulty. I won’t go through any of the details, but it took us at least twice as long to get Kate up and in her wheelchair. Fortunately, using the lift went more smoothly.

In addition, Kate was more confused and not as cheerful as she is other times. I’m not sure that I have mentioned that for the past 4-6 weeks she has had more experiences when she doesn’t recognize me. That normally disappears after I give her my name and tell her some of our history (where we met, falling in love, having children, that we have been happily married more than 58 years, and that I love her dearly ). After that, she usually responds to me as though she knows me. It usually lasts for the rest of the day or at least a few hours. On Sunday, she asked, “Who are you?” off and on until we retired for the night.

I’ve frequently mentioned that I like routine. This was a day that was far from that and, therefore, somewhat uncomfortable for me. That was particularly true in connection with the difficulties with a substitute caregiver. I had become comfortable and dependent on our regulars. A new and unskilled caregiver was an abrupt change.

Despite that, there are good things to report. For the first time, I took Kate for ice cream without a caregiver. We went down the main hallway that is officially named “Main Street.” Our building is at one end, and the café with ice cream is almost at the other end. It was a nice stroll and a treat to enjoy time to ourselves.

After the caregiver left that night, Kate and I had another good evening. At first, she couldn’t remember who I am. I gave her my routine explanation a couple of times and ended by telling her how much I love her. That seemed to stick. We watched YouTube videos with music by The Kingston Trio and The Brothers Four. The day ended well as it always has.

Caregiving: An Exercise in Problem Solving

As noted in my previous post, life is going well in our new home. That doesn’t mean we don’t have any problems. Caring for someone with Alzheimer’s requires continual problem solving, but we do have successes. Among them is being able to get Kate out of bed every day, something we hadn’t been able to do for months after her return from the hospital on Thanksgiving. We also take her out of the apartment though hallways that connect us to all the other buildings in our complex. That’s been helpful in terms of introducing Kate to other residents, and stopping along the way for ice cream hasn’t been bad either.

We have encountered one troublesome problem during these outings. Kate doesn’t like her feet to be on the footrests of her wheelchair. She is quite strong, and the caregivers and I found that she stiffens her legs when we attempt to place each foot on its rest. We almost always succeed, but she protests loudly, something that stands out in our quiet hallways. Several times we’ve had to return to the apartment before going very far. When we succeed, she often takes one foot (her left) off the rest and drags it along the floor. That creates a safety hazard for Kate and also makes it decidedly more difficult to push the wheelchair.

I explored ways to address the problem for several weeks and didn’t find just the right thing. My initial thinking focused on the fact that it was her left leg that was the bigger problem and that it gradually worked its way to the right until the foot fell to the floor between the two footrests.

I talked with someone at a local medical supply store who wasn’t encouraging. He told me there are boards that are designed to be installed across both footrests, but he indicated a number of problems with them. Then I began to consider why Kate had so much trouble getting her feet on the rests to start with.

For months I noticed that she keeps her legs crossed while she is in bed. Since she is in bed about 18 hours a day, I wondered if she had experienced
muscle deterioration. A number of times I thought about having a physical therapist come out for an evaluation. I mentioned this to Kate’s doctor during her appointment two weeks ago. He took action for me and requested both a physical and an occupational therapist.

Before the PT’s first visit with Kate, I decided to check on Amazon for footrests that might address our problem. I found what looked like a potential solution the day the PT came. It’s a solid footrest that sits on top of the existing footrests and has a raised padded portion against which her calves can rest. I showed it to the PT who thought it was worth a try. I ordered it immediately, and it came in the next day. It works beautifully. We’ve used it four days in a row without a problem. When we put Kate in the wheelchair, her feet rest naturally on the new footrest. More importantly, she must feel comfortable because she keeps them there. That has made life much easier for Kate, her caregivers, and for me.

But, wait, there’s more. It turns out the therapist himself is the best I can imagine. He seems quite young but combines several important qualities, his knowledge, bedside manner with Kate, and a desire to explain what he does and why. In addition, he is able to explain in non-technical terms what the caregivers and I should do to build on what he does.

As it turns out, we found a way to keep Kate’s feet on her footrest as well as a physical therapist who is helping us acquire a reasonable set of expectations for someone in her physical condition. She is quite strong, but she is not going to walk again, and we’re not likely to need much PT. Although I had held this assumption previously, it was good to hear it from an expert. He also offers good tips for everyday care. Now, we’re ready to face whatever new issues arise, and I know they will.