Before starting this post, I remembered that I had dealt with this topic almost a year ago It was instructive to read them again. I found them to fit with my more recent ones involving my blood pressure and stress.
At that time, I noted that my stress was increasing but felt it was lighter than that of many other caregivers. (I continue to believe that.) Then I commented on several factors that might explain why I felt that way. In addition, I outlined what I was doing for stress control. (If you care to read them, go to the “Archives” to the right of this post. Select 2019 and then September and scroll to September 1 and 2, “Thinking about Stress.)
Stress is a bigger issue now, and there is every reason to believe that the source is not going to diminish. The recent experience with my blood pressure suggests it is time to make a few changes. My own awareness of the stress the day before taking any BP readings was a clear sign of a problem. Then my overreaction to the readings themselves suggests not only the stress but my OCD tendency in action. As they say, “It’s time to pivot.”
In my previous post and quite a few others I have mentioned my “caregiver’s toolbox” of ways to the problems I confront with Kate. Except in the two posts mentioned above, I’ve said little about the “toolbox” I use to help me with my own problems. Until now, I haven’t had to search for any new tools.
One of those is joining a caregiver support group. I have always intended to join and one in particular appealed to me. It is one of a variety of activities sponsored by a local Alzheimer’s Café. I have been out there twice in the past 2-3 years, once by myself and once with Kate. I have also had several phone conversations with their director and one or two others on the staff. I have received their monthly newsletter since my first phone contact with them.
Until now, I hadn’t participated for two reasons. The primary reason was that I didn’t feel the need. My stress was minimal and quite manageable. Because of my prior and current experiences with dementia and caregiving, I didn’t have a special need to get information about caregiving per se. I did need social contact but was getting that in a variety of other ways. The second reason is that the times of their support groups and men’s coffee group didn’t fit my personal schedule nor that of our sitters.
My recent blood pressure episode and covid made a difference. My stress is greater, and the activities at the café are now via Zoom. That means I can connect right here at home. To be sure, it is not like being together physically, but it is a start.
One of the first things I did after meeting with my doctor about my blood pressure was to join the men’s coffee club. They meet in the morning the second and fourth Friday of each month. I met with them right away and will do so again next week. There were about eight of us. One other person also attended for the first time.
We had a good conversation. It is somewhat like a support group in that there were periodic references to dementia, caregiving, and our personal situations. That was particularly true in our introductions. Most of those attending were in the caregiving role now although one or two had already lost their spouses to dementia. The rest of the meeting was just a time to chat. The group has a leader who attempts to see that no one dominates.
On the whole, I enjoyed the people and will definitely be back next week unless it is one of those mornings when Kate is up early. That is likely to occur once in a while. Next Thursday I will have my first meeting with the support group. If it meets my expectations, I will continue it.
That leads me to another important step I’ve taken. I talked with the agency that provides our in-home care about adding another 4-hour shift on Thursday. That is up from the three afternoons a week we have had the past three years. We began this past Thursday, but the agency is short-handed because of covid; therefore, they don’t yet have anyone who can come regularly on that day. They are working on it and have arranged for the same person who came this week to come next week as well.
Joining the men’s group and support group as well as adding more in-home care is something that people often suggest to caregivers, but there is something else that has been at least as important for me if not more important. That involves how I manage my time. I’m making changes in that area as well. That will require a little more explanation. I’ll do that in another post.
