I’ll never know what caused Kate to be frightened yesterday morning or unusually upbeat and alert by the time we got to Panera for a muffin. The upbeat part made for a very nice day. I have already commented on our conversation at Panera. It was a special time for the two of us.
I should make clear that there was no difference in her memory. Her behavior was upbeat and normal, but her memory was essentially the same. Except for a few questions she was asked at her eye doctor’s appointment, she was never put on the spot to say anything related to any lost memories. She continued to ask where we are though she only asked my name and hers a few times during the whole day. In fact, she called me by name several times.
We had a special treat at lunch when our friends, the Greeleys from Nashville stopped for lunch on the way to visit friends in North Carolina. Kate handled the situation unusually well. Scott is Kate’s longest standing friend. Their relationship goes back to the cradle. When I told her that we were going to have lunch with Scott and Jan, her eyes lit up. She had a strong positive reaction, but she couldn’t really remember any specifics about them. Before meeting them, she asked me their names two or three times. After they arrived, we chatted briefly before they went to the restroom. Kate asked again what their names were. She did the same thing after we left the restaurant. On the other hand, she responded to them as warmly as ever. She clearly recognized them as good friends. They never put her on the spot to answer any questions. She also seemed to be unusually alert. She participated in the conversation and responded appropriately to things we talked about. Sometimes she asks a lot of questions because she can’t hear or follow the conversation. That did not happen at all. It may have helped that we sat in a relatively quiet section of the restaurant. I believe our conversation was very relaxed, not rapid paced as it is sometimes at our music nights at Casa Bella. She was obviously very comfortable and poised.
Another couple we know stopped by our table on their way out. We hadn’t seen them in quite a while. I am sure Kate didn’t know who they were, but I am equally sure she recognized the woman. She was just as natural and poised with them as with the Greeleys. Once again, she wasn’t put on the spot to test her memory. It was just a brief encounter with expressions of pleasantries that didn’t call for anything but a facility for light conversation. That is something Kate has always had.
We came back home where she rested on the sofa. She always likes looking at the trees and greenery in our back yard and the neighbor’s. She was unusually taken by them yesterday. As I do when she is enjoying music, I take great pleasure knowing that she finds such satisfaction in the beauty of nature. How grateful I am that she is able to enjoy life so much while living with Alzheimer’s.
After resting, she got up and said she was going outside to water her plants. I was stunned. I think it’s been two years since she expressed any interest in her plants. Prior to that it had been a passion of hers. She stopped during the winter two years ago and has never shown any interest until yesterday. Late this past spring or early summer, I had someone replant several pots on our patio. I thought that might rekindle her interest, but she has never shown the slightest sign that she cared about them.
As she prepared to go outside, I noticed that she had put on a pair of brand new shoes that I had received in the mail that very day. I suggested that we might find an older pair, and she gladly consented to change. Then she said, “Where shall we start?” That was the first hint I had that I might be a participant. I didn’t ask any questions. I said, “Why don’t we start out front. There are some things on the front porch that need water.”
When we got outside, I turned on the water. She did the watering. A lot of her watering was the bare dirt where I had some dead shrubs removed this past summer. The other focus was the grass and a few shrubs that were beginning to blossom. We had both gone out without jackets. It wasn’t long before she felt it was too cold to stay outside. I was glad because I had made dinner reservations and knew that it was about time for us to leave. The real accomplishment was not getting the plants watered. It was seeing her enjoying herself outside once again. As the weather improves, I wonder if she will want to do more of this. I hope so.
