I’ve had several experiences over the past month or two that have caused me to reflect a little more seriously about our experience with Alzheimer’s. Three books, I’m Still Here, The Dementia Handbook, and Mike and Me have been especially important to me. In their own unique ways, the authors of each of these books has called attention to the importance of our putting emphasis on the things that people with dementia can do rather than those they can’t do. That is, we all recognize that people with dementia lose their memory and ability to organize tasks. Frequently, we act as though all is lost when memory goes. Those of us who are caregivers know that just isn’t so. Kate is a prime example of that. She has very little memory for names (that includes hers and mine at times), places, dates, etc. This does not keep her from enjoying life. That’s because most pleasures in life don’t require a knowledge of “the facts.”
This is a good place for an example. Earlier this week, Kate and I had ice cream at Marble Slab. Each of us picked one of their recommended combinations. We were both happy with we got. I can’t tell you the name of the one I had, nor exactly what was in it, but I enjoyed it. The next time we are there I’ll order the same thing because I will remember it when I see the picture and name posted above the selection of ice creams. Kate won’t be able to remember that, but I can remember for her. I like this particular illustration because it recognizes the fact that remembering names and other facts can be very important, but it also illustrates the distinction between having a pleasurable experience from knowing “the facts.”
Until recently, I hadn’t fully understood this. All I knew was that after Kate’s diagnosis, we decided to make the most of our time together. I acted on this decision by arranging for us to attend many musical and theatrical performances as well as movies. You might even say we have “binged” on these things. In addition, I decided early on that I didn’t want to fix all the meals and clean up afterwards. That led to our eating out for all our meals. I made the choice thinking only of convenience and that it would give us more time together. What I didn’t anticipate was what a social opportunity that would provide. It’s been a life saver. When we added Panera in the morning, that gave us another social opportunity. Ultimately, we added Barnes & Noble as another place to camp out during the afternoon. These days we average about 2-3 hours at home during the day. The only extended time we have at home is after dinner, and it has become a very special time.
So where does that leave us. Well, despite the fact that Kate has continued to decline over the past 7 ½ years since her diagnosis, we are still leading full and active lives. How can that be? I certainly didn’t expect it to be this way. I’m sure that I don’t fully understand why; however, I do believe our strategy for living with Alzheimer’s has played a significant role in our success. I thank Judy Cornish (The Dementia Handbook) for helping me understand this.
For those who have not heard me explain her approach to dementia, let me do it now. She distinguishes between two kinds of thought processes, “rational” and “intuitive.” I’m not sure she would agree, but I tend to think of them as two types of abilities rather than ways of thinking. Rational abilities involve knowing the facts (the names of people, places, things, events) as well as the sequence of steps involved in doing many ordinary things like following a recipe. These are the abilities that PWD lose first. In fact, problems with rational abilities are what lead people to get a diagnosis in the first place. Intuitive abilities involve our senses. Unlike rational abilities, they are retained for a much longer time. Indeed, they often last well into the later stages of he disease. As it turns out, the very things that Kate and I have chosen to focus on are ones that depend on our senses (sight, sound, touch, taste, and smell). Kate’s intuitive abilities have remained intact. We are just fortunate that our passion was not playing bridge. That would have depended heavily on her rational abilities. Instead, the things we’ve enjoyed most are those that can be appreciated directly through the senses.
Our experience raises a question that I will address next time. How well would our strategy work for other couples living with Alzheimer’s?
